I dreamt of a dark horse Riding through town freely. In the next scene a man with dark long hair came riding through town on the same horse. They were riding powerfully and so fast they were almost flying. I was told it was the mans birthday and that was why he was riding the horse.
You can have many spirit animals throughout your entire life. The best thing to do is not even question if things like that are possible. Even if you already have a totem spirit if you feel something else calling to you you should just go with it
Hi Minki, it sounds like you are doing lots of good things to look after your health. It is important to talk to your doctor about the weight loss though as this may be caused by something else. Without knowing your usually weight and height it is difficult to know how significant the change is. However, 20 kg sounds like a lot, especially as most people tend to put on a little weight during the first six months on treatment.